liverpool rout birmingham in 5-0 shutout

maxi with a treble, anyone else think he looks like ben stiller? 

had a couple more slices of the buttermilk tart today, chocolate chip waffle, sausage and oj for breakfast, turkey sandwich with avocado and curried chickpeas for lunch

watching chicago play indiana... i guess indiana wont be swept

giltgroup.... really??? is his shirt tucked into his boxers???? is there no editor to catch this?

i made some cake balls awhile ago

What i ate today

Breakfast: I made a buttermilk tart in the wee hours of last night, from this recipe http://www.thegalleygourmet.net/2010/11/11232010-buttermilk-tart-i-know-many-of.html
all the cooling and coming to room temperature takes awhile so dont start making this at 830pm like i did. so i had a slice of this............and then it was good so i had another slice.... and another after that, and a jimmy deans sage sausage patty, i prefer the maple or hot, but tried the sage this time. and also some egg whites leftover from the yolks i used for the buttermilk tart. forgot to use some caramel sauce on the buttermilk tart, but it was sweet enough without it.

for lunch, found a sonic coupon for 2 of their new hotdogs with med tater tots and med drink for $5... tried the ny style and chicago. previously tried the chicago but wasnt as good today as i remember it. liked the crunch of the poppyseeds on the bun but the peppers were not as long and tough to bite through. i do like the combo of mustard and relish. i expected the ny to be disagreeable to my palate as i dont care much for sauerkraut but the flavor of the sauerkraut was not authentic and as pungent as it should be so it was surprisingly good.

dinner was another hot dog this from a new food truck called good dog hot dog.
i got the ol zapata dog. sits on a slow dough bun which is amazing, great texture and umami with some sweetness. wished it was on the slow dough pretzel dough like moon tower inn but this was nearly as good. sausage had great flavor with a little spice lots of snap in the casing without being too difficult to bite through. toppings on this dog were bacon bits, shredded muenster cheese, caramelized onions, tomatoes, jalapeno relish, ketchup and mayo. loved all the toppings, even though i was worried because i forgot to order it with no mayo, it was very subdued and mild and did well to anchor the other condiments. at 4.75 it was pricey for a hotdog considering it's size, but given the right mood and some extra bucks in my pocket i would definitely go try their other flavors

mellow

That horizon between us is drifting away
The blue sky can't even describe the next morning

There is a group of idle people who can't breathe
Since when did I become like them!

I will spill out my sadness, wouldn't it be better to only look ahead
In that case I can't be the one upfront

Even if I make everyone around me my enemy, I can still see a weak light
If it really looks like I can go that far, then...

I want to breathe, It's painful here
I only look at the darkness, a diver who can't float on the water

I just want to breathe. 

If only people showed me some happiness, I won't ever drown again

we played this trick where everyone said they would take a silly face picture but really it was just one person while everyone did a normal face this was after sue and eddies birthday celebration at los cucos

dosh - everybody cheer up song

sleeplessness wakefulness

On my mind lately is the concept of a soulmate. not a marriage partner or significant other,
maybe something more like a life partner. a fellow soul designed to accompany ones soul in this journey of life, to share the burdens, to lift each other, to grow together and challenge each other.

I feel like in our life we can encounter many kindred spirits. someone that we can connect with at a deeper level than others more easily than others. not necessarily completely like us in personality, not necessarily someone of the opposite sex, just anyone that we can understand very easily and can be understood by without much explanation. not to say that these relationships are easy or simple, without bumps. but that all these things eventually lead to a heightened level of connection.

Lately i wonder where the boundary is between a soulmate and a kindred spirit. how do u recognize the soulmate amongst kindred spirits.

random musings from an inability to sleep

i want to be desperate for God, to be at a point where no amount of His presence is enough....

cool photo site:

http://yayeveryday.com/post/12305

song of the day:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YOYTxUpSXE

et inquietum est cor nostrum, donec requiescat in te!

married! yay

collection of thoughts

 kinda behind i know but i cant believe gay beat bolt... pretty awesome for usa

yeah i still watch naruto every week, i love it, it has so much insight into life and determination and just like how emotional it gets sometimes. this is a screenshot from the closing credits cause i like the song and i sent this picture to my friends that can read japanese to find the song for me.

ok; so i always think of witty things or jokes or interesting statements to say always on the drive home or when im just sitting and thinking by myself. always after i leave a situation... i come up with the perfect thing to say. does anyone else have this problem? its like im socially slow or something. i want to like train myself to be faster so i can come up with this at the appropriate time not later. i know some ppl are just gifted with clever wit and timing and at this point im sure im not one... i hope i can get better, but if not oh well.

on a more serious note, i had this vision that the ems at korean churches in houston should network more and really come together for certain ministries to serve our city. dont really know what to do with this vision, it seems pretty cool i hope something comes from it. HD 1080P was really excited about the homeless ministry and somehow i naturally saw a connection to my vision. something "organic", the new old buzzword. by God's grace and His alone. thanks be to God.

not the most asthetically pleasing picture, but good times at life group/house church LGHC. pleasing to God i imagine.

cool songs:
vineyard - beloved
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=deCiG-c0_KI
madeleine peyroux - smile
http://hitrecordjoe.tumblr.com/post/1023099562/copycats-smile-by-madeleine-peyroux-originally
life in film - alleyway
http://live.burberry.com/lifeinfilm.html

this is the best we can do, and it's more than enough for this job

Im actually glad to live so far away from everything (except splashtown and krystal burgers)...i spend on avg about 6-7 hours driving a week, completely alone with my music and Jesus only. this solitude allows me to process my thoughts, prepare for whatever im driving to, digest my experiences of the day, just think. combined with my 5-10 hours a week spent running alone without much to do but think, it all adds up to a significant portion of my life spent without a screen in front of me, without being bombarded (as much) by ads, without media aggressively vying for my attention. im thankful for that.

on a sidenote, i havent used headphones in forever, tonight i realize how dismal my laptop speakers performance is.

telepopmusik - L'Incertitude D'Heisenberg