mellow

That horizon between us is drifting away
The blue sky can't even describe the next morning

There is a group of idle people who can't breathe
Since when did I become like them!

I will spill out my sadness, wouldn't it be better to only look ahead
In that case I can't be the one upfront

Even if I make everyone around me my enemy, I can still see a weak light
If it really looks like I can go that far, then...

I want to breathe, It's painful here
I only look at the darkness, a diver who can't float on the water

I just want to breathe. 

If only people showed me some happiness, I won't ever drown again

we played this trick where everyone said they would take a silly face picture but really it was just one person while everyone did a normal face this was after sue and eddies birthday celebration at los cucos

dosh - everybody cheer up song

sleeplessness wakefulness

On my mind lately is the concept of a soulmate. not a marriage partner or significant other,
maybe something more like a life partner. a fellow soul designed to accompany ones soul in this journey of life, to share the burdens, to lift each other, to grow together and challenge each other.

I feel like in our life we can encounter many kindred spirits. someone that we can connect with at a deeper level than others more easily than others. not necessarily completely like us in personality, not necessarily someone of the opposite sex, just anyone that we can understand very easily and can be understood by without much explanation. not to say that these relationships are easy or simple, without bumps. but that all these things eventually lead to a heightened level of connection.

Lately i wonder where the boundary is between a soulmate and a kindred spirit. how do u recognize the soulmate amongst kindred spirits.

random musings from an inability to sleep

i want to be desperate for God, to be at a point where no amount of His presence is enough....

cool photo site:

http://yayeveryday.com/post/12305

song of the day:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YOYTxUpSXE

et inquietum est cor nostrum, donec requiescat in te!

married! yay